and i finally can sit down and update a little bit. just a little bit :)
it's been a busy past few weeks. with the new apartment needing all the basic necessities such as the washer, fridge etc. i had to make sure they were all purchased before i came home. andd without a car. it was difficult. not to mention.. buying the items. omg. shopping for clothes & all my nonsense, i've got experience la. you ask me to buy a fridge or a washing machine. god knows what i need to look for in it. the washer's RPM, the microwave.. inverter one or not? *faint. i don't knowww. but thank God i had some help and it all got settled well. now the new place is just a mess with lotsa boxes, luggages and bags of stuff everywhere. haha God help us unpack when we reach Canbo :) tho i must say it was really fun having my first time renting a car *hehee and driving to and fro frm the apartment to unilodge to transport all our junk. i think my dearest passengers enjoyed the privilege of having a car around too. for once we didn't have dinner in civic. happy's or food court type of options :p
after all the packing shifting buying stuff thingymajiggy. roomie & tan & everyone else had their graduation. and i was caught up in the excitement of it all :) snapping up pictures and learning heaps about flowers. haha and THEN. there was the whole packing to go home. unit G14 going back to its bareness and basics. it's been a year. so quick. too quick?
this whole transition from being a student to a working adult. adult. ee. the sound of it. so. not me. is weird. it seems even more real when my holidays are no longer 3 mnths but 2 wks. then it's weird when grandmama&ppl ask 'so how? no boyfriend yet?' when i used to hear 'ehh make sure you study finish first only you get a boyfriend'. yer. i so old di meh. nooo.
it's like everything has not really sunk deep enough yet. and i sort of like it that way. i think. living in denial? i don't know. but i still feel like a kid. not an adult with real responsibilities and issues. i guess i'll get used to it with time haha when the wrinkles start showing.
after all the packing shifting buying stuff thingymajiggy. roomie & tan & everyone else had their graduation. and i was caught up in the excitement of it all :) snapping up pictures and learning heaps about flowers. haha and THEN. there was the whole packing to go home. unit G14 going back to its bareness and basics. it's been a year. so quick. too quick?
this whole transition from being a student to a working adult. adult. ee. the sound of it. so. not me. is weird. it seems even more real when my holidays are no longer 3 mnths but 2 wks. then it's weird when grandmama&ppl ask 'so how? no boyfriend yet?' when i used to hear 'ehh make sure you study finish first only you get a boyfriend'. yer. i so old di meh. nooo.
it's like everything has not really sunk deep enough yet. and i sort of like it that way. i think. living in denial? i don't know. but i still feel like a kid. not an adult with real responsibilities and issues. i guess i'll get used to it with time haha when the wrinkles start showing.
good grief.
my beloveds graduating.
the not yet
and the already haveand just today. my 21st belated birthday celebration @ home.
a reminder for me again.i AM twenty one.
3 comments:
Eek! 21 already? Happy birthday! OMG my uncle can only sponsor me for PR in June so guess who's going to be doing an internship at Deloitte in Malaysia :( No Justina to go 'adventuring' with! How's life? What are you doing now? OMG I just finished with my studies - I feel old toooo!
even at 26 i feel like i'm still stuck at 16 and dunno what i'm doing most of the time... but you, you're doing just fine, you're doing great in fact... just take one day at a time, don't let anyone tell you that you HAVE to do anything you're not happy doing... listen to God & listen to your heart =D
thanks yanzie :) one day at a time is always good huh heheeh. i think even at 40 we won't feel like a 40 yr old aunty hahah. hopefully not still clueless. thank GOD He knows what He's doing hahaha
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